Saturday, September 12, 2009

when all we can do is learn from the time we fear we've wasted

interesting conversation, accusations of lies, but no real reasoning behind them. i fell in love with her as a person not her as a body, or a gender. i'm sorry if that hurts you but at one time i fell in love with you as a person too. she just hasn't fucked me over like you did. i didnt know how it would feel to hear you say those words "i'm dating someone." and i'm happy to know that it felt great, so good. no reaction, no quickening of my heart. i didnt think that their would be but you never know.
its just amazing to me how someone can be so self centered, and have so little consideration for the feelings and emtions of others. you really do need to grow up. become a man, realize that there are consequences to your actions and that sometimes we can be immature and mature at the same time.

but you, you make me so much better than he did. finally i am with someone who appreciates all i have to offer and is going to take it all in. someone who does those little things, who shows me just by looking into my eyes how much she loves me.
and i dont care what people think, i dont care about the "friends" who question my motivation behind me dating you. i dont care. i am in love and i am in it forever. no hesitation, no regrets, jumping in with two feet. i am falling and willing to fall, and the fear of getting hurt doesn't scare me.

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