many years later

just came across this blog, three years later. i am not getting married, to the person who sees me for me. who loves me for me. the person that if she was exactly the same 10 years from now i would be so happy. we make changed together, we do things together, we support, love and appreciate each other.

i feel that i am in a period of change in my life again, gaining a sense of security in where i am going and what i am trying to accomplish. i am striving for more, i am attaining my goals, i am becoming my own person and feeling like i finally have grip on what has been pulling me down and i am not letting it pull me anymore.

i am taking control of my work, i am taking control of my health, i am motivated. i will accomplish my goal. i will get there. i will be proud of myself.